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wrong wrong wrong you can complain, i guesswrong wrong wrong by ~Celematy
keep saying this and that
you doubt yourself, keep regretting
its frustrating to say the least
i'll keep writing shit poetry,
keep spewing my lies and
the odd fact which
OOH, LINKS TO YOU.
fuck
control yourself sweetie
you're fucking
INSANE
what do i do,
to tell you to stop
slow down
think straight
FUCK
i've messed up again
the trumpets and sierens are blazing in my ears
and i cant stop
stop
this monstrosity from escaping me
i'm not even a person
not anymore
i used to feel sorrow, and the fine bit of joy
now its odd
i am becoming a ghost
with the love of warm lighting and
swearing at